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Tuesday, May 29, 2007

perfect personality ; 8:41 PM

I have decided that since carol and linmin had already updated on the sentosa picture and video then I don’t update le ba. Here is a very interesting topic that I want to share with you guys which is…………

Perfect personality

How many of you have ever think about what a perfect personality mean? So can I say that majority of you may say that a perfect personality is one who have nice character and is almost love by everyone out there is society? In fact, there is another view and meaning of what a perfect personality mean.

Every single one of us is control by something in us and we called it as “soul” or “spirit”. So where does is soul or spirit came from? Here come another fact that others say, soul and spirit is born by the God father in heaven and he is the one who give life to us, whom have all might and control among all life in earth.

People with religion in their life tend to give their faith to God and is always more open to their thinking. People who are religion-less or say as free thinker tend to be more self centre and naturally their kind of thinking is much more narrow and does not really able to accept other people suggestion easily, they live their life practically and less emotionally. This is a fact and also a true.

Now I will narrow my topic to being practical. One who live life practically has less friends in life, he/she is cunning towards other and they don’t include much on emotional feeling when decides on certain decision. The fact that people who live life practically will have lots of backstabber for whatever they do. Being practical harm the soul in us, it dirties our heart and eventually does badly in our character. Base on this few points, it is more then enough to do some harm in their life and lead to case where lots of people do not like them and even backstab them.

From here, I will narrow it deeper into what is the ending of being too practical in life. It will eventually ending up that you only can believe you in yourself and there is none of them you trusted in. To some of others people out there, you may think that being practical is a way to win others and benefit yourself most as practical is mean “think smart”, but when people are over doing it, this is the ending they will be getting.

Then what is perfect personality about? One who has perfect personality is one who can balance in both emotionally as well as being practical. They do thing according to what their heart told them, one who have perfect personality is one who have a god’s heart. They live up to god imagine. They work well in both their brain and heart, thus putting in action which is being part of practical and the result they gain is doubly success. It not only applied in society but relationship with friends, family and even the needs. They are the “all rounder” wherever they go. One who have perfect personality is also name as problem solver, people need them whenever they go and thus even if they have people back stabbing them, they will either save by their friends or the back stabber will end up losing to the perfect person.

One with perfect personality are surrounded by numerous friends because they do thing according to their heart and never want to done things wrong. They are one who do not finish thing with slow and steady attitude instead, fast and steady. Their effort are highly recognize by others easily and thus climbing up very fast with honor. Now, how to have a perfect personality? Find yourself a religion. Religions don’t make you a person who is self-centre, and they go deeply into your heart to wake up your most inner place of your character. There is once a saying “every one of us are born with most pure heart and nature” So never confirm your character with this sentence “aiya, please man. I’m born to be like this”. Once you found your most inner self, the rest of the improvement to be made will not be difficult anymore. We still need to know how to observe how everyone behave outside and amend yourself to the best. It sound easy but how many of us can do it?

Tips for the day= One who have perfect personality is one who can affect the world. One without perfect personality shall not survive. The meaning survive doesn’t mean die but it mean “they can’t climb high whenever they go” Who want to led a normal life they only enough for three meal a day and a small house to live? With perfect personality, you are able to success wherever you go, live yourself to god imagine and bringing yourself a luxury life that you ought to have it.

Saturday, May 19, 2007

Last NCC photo taking ; 10:27 PM

Last photo taking session in NCC

Yesterday was the last photo taking session in NCC and i was damn high taking photo with my NCC junior and I gotta post it up, I like the photo because all look so nice la. I was like kind of emotional since it is the last time, I got a piece of good news which is FUHUA NCC GOT THE FIRST IN SINGAPORE AMONG ALL SECONDARY SCHOOL. Isn’t a big WOW!! I was so excited at that moment when I heard the news. Seriously speaking, the result we have today is all the effort that my junior contributed which is the currently part D, which is my own view la because not everyone may agree with what I said, especially the CLTs? I assume.

Last words, I want to go the may NCC camp which is conducted next week Friday. I will pray hard for it. Beside this, wish me good luck because I will be trying out the direct poly admission. Just trying my luck, hope god will arrangement it for me if god think I should.

Tips for the day= Do what you want to do according to your passion and dream. We don’t know we will die, maybe the next second I will just die for no reason? So go for your dream, we don’t live because we need to live, we live because we have responsibility for our dream and goal. Don’t leave this world with any regret, fulfill your passion with every chance you have because you have the right.

I will update on our sentosa outing very soon !!!! It full of fun, enjoyment and full of WOW!!! I’m loving it. Mwackx..

Thursday, May 17, 2007

Love or no Love?? ; 10:15 PM

Hi friends, I’ back finally after repairing my laptop for a week or so. Friends are barking me to update my blog and I miss blogging too lor. Ok, here’s my topic for tonight.

Love or no Love?

Interesting topic huh? Hahaz, actually I have been watching this comedy show “ Deal or no Deal” and it kind of interesting you know, I find this show very meaning not because the amount of money is attractive, oh fine, the money is attractive but this show really taught me quite a few meaning things about life too.

1) We human got to learn how to make firm decision in life even if we are under stress.
2) Of course, we got to make decision SMART
3) Life is full of temptation; know how to resist temptation in order to reach a further destination.
4) People around you are may be evil, may be angle. They influence your life so have your own stand and direction of your life.

Yupx, so this is some points I learn during the show and it really inspire me so much. Serious speaking, now a day I really miss those times I had with her and more or less missing her a little, I wonder how her life is, so Love or no Love? Looking back of this relationship I had before, is like attending an important lesson of life. Relationship is a process of growing up, everyone go through this part of lesson in life. Some overcome it very well, some gone into depression and some chose to die. So what love?

For the past few days, I was having high fever and it really a great torture to me. Laying on bed unable to come out of my bed because I didn’t have the strength coming out of my bed. To my ultimate strength, I force myself out of the bed and took a quick bath. During the 10min of bathing, I sat on the toilet bowl to bath and kept mumbling “help me god, I felt like dying and this is the worst day of my life” and I hardly open up my eye to see my surrounding, I breath as loud as thunder storm wanting to get out of this freaking toilet and went to my bed, desperately.
4 days later, feeling so much better so I’m able to come out of my bed and walk myself infront of the mirror, looking at my own pale face. “Hello sick guy, how are you?”

“feeling alright I think, the past feel day was like a total hell to me, feeling so much like a zombie cause I was totally lifeless during that period of time” guy in mirror said.

so yeecheng replied “since you felt so lifeless, then during that period of lifeless moment what do you want most?”

“I pray to recover as fast as possible and do what a human should do. While I was bathing, thinking if I will faint in the toilet, I swear to myself that once I recover I will treasure my life to the best.” Guy in mirror said.

So yeecheng replied again “so now I have recover, did you learn your lesson? Do you still want to stop walking toward your life, stay at the same old ground you are standing?”

“I believe I can carry on my life, toward my goal, my dream, my long dream vision.” Guy in mirror said.

After this conversation, I really know what I should do with my life and I learn some thing about life again. Big thanks to the guy in mirror, big thanks to the guy talking to the guy in mirror. What a great conversation it is seeing then talking to one another. Yes!! I have the right to keep every single bit of my memories I had with her, till now I still love her as much but in the form of friend, frankly speaking I still waiting for her to say “I willing to be your friend” I long to hear that from her and keep on waiting. Love, what a great word that lead my life so differently from now and I believe everyone is the same like me too. Love, what a great word that give everyone a differently kind of ending in a relationship which even included death, It does not have a definite meaning in it but it depend on how that look at it. Sometime I even think that why don’t I find another love now, just play around and finish it. OH MAN !!! it the devil that said this to me in my heart and it tempted me so much, I always know it wrong to think this way so please stop this kind of thinking yeecheng, please stop it. This is not love and never fit to call it love.

I have been talking to a few friends this few days, as they have encountered their relationship problem. I gave then my own view and hope more or less my advised can let them overcome their problem, eventually lead them out of their darkness. After every chatting with my friend, I would said to myself that all this conversation today with my friend shall reflect on my own, it a lesson for myself too. Love or no Love? All depend on how we handle it and how we look at it.

Tips for the day= Looking at our own imagine inside the mirror, sometimes we shall talk to our reflection. We normally forget “myself” and neglect our own dear self, leaving my soul empty. Never neglect our own soul and body, give ourself what we really need to nourish with, so to refresh our dearly soul and body in order to walk a further destination.

Friday, May 4, 2007

My future path ; 11:44 PM

My path to future

Carol, one of my best friend that really make an impact in my life, although both of our friendship is less then a year but it seem like we knew each other for 10 plus years so isn’t this a great friendship that none of us can ask for more? YES IT IS!!! We love her so much. I promise to tear her air ticket!!

Today we went to orchard to watch spiderman 3 and it really “oh my word” movie la. Just like what Eunice said, funny, touching, exciting show!! COOL!! I will like to vote it a 4stars movie lor. Watch it pals. Orchard, what a great place in Singapore but what if I tell you guys that I did not go to orchard for nearly 5months, will you guys believe me? And a teenagers like me, only 17 and yet I did not go orchard for 5 months??!! What a joke man. I got a little EMO when I got there because my mind is flooded with all the memories I had with “her”, no worry guys, I really got over le just that I felt so old of myself, even I cant believe myself for not going to orchard for 5months, oh yeah!! More to add, up till now I didn’t even get to shop at VIVO CITY yet!!! Oh man, am I a local??!!

Great fun with my best of all friends during neoprint session!! Wow, lots of fun and joke down there. I realize that Derek and I look most char bor when taking photo only hwee sheng more man. Anyway, the photo is nice!! After a longggggggggg time of edition by the great ladies in 5S1, I mean the back ground la even no “make up” we still look real great la. Hahaz..

Took lots of photo for this outing but those great lady only allow me to upload nice photo, if they happen to know that I upload “unwanted” photo and that’s the end of me because they will spread my story to the world and this story is totally a fake story la..omg, bad bad bad, and why do I need to be threaten by the fake story?? I don’t get it man.

Upon reaching home, I heard my mum speaking softly to daddy about our family financial problem, although it soft but I still manage to hear it. I know that our family financial problem is always only passable that mean we won’t go hungry, still able to afford some luxury items that’s because I got a great parent that work really hard. Once I go to poly, I bet my parent won’t be able to provide me when such luxury items, nevertheless, they will work extra hard and save till the core and give me and my brother a comfortable life which make my heart felt so pain because my great mum will save on her own and spend on us with unconditional reason, as well as my great dad. What a kind of parent that I couldn’t ask for more. I love them with my heart and soul.

So this made me more decisive on going to Ns after O level this year, and get a job after NS service and pay my own school fee up till I got my degree, so my mum will not need to spend a single cent on my school fee which cause her a great burden. Yet, I still have some unbearable reasons for taking this path to my future and it “her” (not my ex, cause she made my heart dead for her). She is really a great lady that always has a big smile on her face, I know my path gotta be hard but I still wish and I pray that she could walk with me. The problem is, which silly lady will be willing to walk such a difficult path with me? She has plenty of youth and seeks for a more comfortable relationship instead of a hard one that will only let them suffer. Nevertheless, I still hope she can be the one.
I love my parent and brother, they hold an important place in my heart. “she” too have a place in my heart. I have enough seeing my parent working so hard for me, especially my mum and her growing white hair, my dad with his tiredness and my brother who is still a kid who need more attention. My parent deserves to lead a better and comfortable life, and I should start taking responsible for my own future and lessen their burden, me too, hope she will willing to walk with me. I love them all, “Dad and mum, only starting from this year then I understand how hard you both work for us, not just providing us with comfortable life but taking care of us too with every area of our life even if you both are so tire and stress with your career. My heart felt so pain with I see, mum, you with more white hair, and every time telling dad how you both should save your money in order to pay my poly school fee and everything. Dad and mum, don’t worry anymore about me. I will take care on my own just show me and provide me with both of your love and that the strength for me to carry on. Brother, I know you are at a stage of growing up and also stubborn at time too, you need people attention but please never learn bad and focus on your study, mum always worry so much for you. Dad, I see the great change in you. You are no more so cold towards us, instead you are a good friend to me, joking around everyday and even show concern in our everyday life. I love you so much.” Finally, this special lady in my heart “you are always that special to me, I hope one day you can understand my heart. If it happens that we have a chance to be together, know that we will only be hard for few years and life will be wonderful after that. I really hope you are the one, a lady who will walk with me and also a new start in my relationship, you will make a different in my life, me too, will willing to give you a new life in our relationship, and I pray………………”

I love everyone around me.

Tips for the day= If love can be explain by dictionary, this is not love. Love isn’t a feeling that will gone throughout a period of time but love can be increase in someday and decrease in someday, not GONE after someday. Real love is a chemistry reaction that will forever occur in a person, only “fake” love last for a period of time. So if you are a person who is serious about love, then give your partner real love, even if you love them more some day or love them less someday that because you both are going through a test that occur in between you both, and not a test that will END the relationship. Love your partner forever!!

Tuesday, May 1, 2007

motivation start right now !! ; 12:01 AM

Motivation burning right now, right on the spot!!

It 12pm right now which is 1May2007, and I am here to declare that my motivation for study will start this moment and after this post, I will pray to god for blessing, bless me with all the wisdom I need. I will work toward my dream, my vision and my goal, for all that will serve god well, I will work hard for everything.

There is not much time left for my O level, so it time to start.

Dear god, for I will be your god servant it not just a passion that burn in me. I need to equip with all the knowledge I should have so as to persuade others. I have to fulfill the cultural mandate and to penetrate into the market place. Only with a good career then I will have power and money to do what god ask me to do. This is 21 century, not a world that without career you still can survive, I should be practical about life, but 20% practical will do. Just complete this STUPID O level and get into business course and my life will change completely. 100% change!!!
I pray to god few days ago and god speak to me “as long as you are able to make it this year, your life will change completely but before it, you will need to work hard to change your life”. Yes!! What god say is right, so what if god blesses me with what I need and I didn’t work for it but sitting on it? There will be no change in my life but getting worse instead.

OK!! I will stop here, and I gotta rest to get enough energy to work hard once I wake up, god power is ready to work big in me. I may update less and not too often from now on, but I will update with all that how god power works in me. JUST WAIT.

Tips for the day= Never wait for dream to success just by sitting on it, work hard for it instead, there is no free lunch in the world, you got to work even for a grain of rice, but god is never cruel. Believe in god and you shall be blessed, nevertheless, you still got to work on your dream and goal and the outcome will be double the surprise you expect.