Finally...
Happen to have a chance to share with my friend what kind of life I want to have, in fact, I have share with a lot others as well but it alot more detail this time.
Today, just right before I went out with Donald, I had a small argument with my mum telling her that I didn’t have interest in my religion anymore or it just that I didn’t have the heart to commit myself. I found myself to be very self centre, caring what I want to be and to have. I deny myself to be wrong.
My mum said that my dad career may be on edge of danger and I’m not concern about it at all, he have been working in this line for nearly 20 years and now the boss are like pressing a lot on him, as if it a sign of chasing him away by putting pressure on him. What is giving concern?
Doing the best out of it, strive for my future, giving no worry to my parent. That the kind of concern I’m giving. My family style of communicating is very much of the old tradition type; we care in heart but not on mouth. Seeing him so wear out at the end of the day as well as my mum, growing white hair, I know in my heart that only I can bring them out for a good life, together with my brother. Maybe I’m putting too much focus on this, eventually, I care and commit lesser to my religion and now it ain’t my priority anymore.
I told this friend of mine that a complete life to me is when I can enjoy financial freedom, a house of my own desire design, a lovely wife and with lovely children. Going holiday 3 times a year, driving my favorite car, enjoying foods all around, weekday are happy hour with colleague, Friday are husband and wife dating, Saturday are play with children day and Sunday will be family day.
Most of my friends said to me this “dream on dude!”
So I was asking them that didn’t they hope their life to be like this? and their replied is that they don’t dare and willing to have their future dream to be that beautiful because it not being practical at all. OH! So the fact that they don’t dare to dream and not because it can’t be realize.
Why scare to dream big and beautiful when you feel like it? Why should your dream be tie down by life reality? Why don’t you try to picture your dream life and put it to work?
I dream beautifully and I won’t shut my dream off because of how bad my friends told me off, because by that time, even if your real life ain’t totally what i dream of, at least, I’m near to it. At least I live the way I feel about it. SO! If you don’t dream, then you WON’T even be near of it and you live just like anybody else out there.
I’m a guy that live without worry, I don’t worry that I won’t be happy because I live the best out of it, if one day I’m going to stop living like this, that the day I die. And most probably the last sentence I’m going to say is I have never regret living like this.
A dream is the start of the platform to life reality. A man with no dream is very much like a dead man.
