Monday, July 28, 2008
Photo copier machine ; 12:47 AM
Photo copier machine
During picnic, was lying on darling’s lap and she was trying to sleep but she couldn’t because I’m too noisy. So she was day dreaming, looking here and there, while I’m starring at her when lying down. She turn and look at me and say “Stop starring at me, go sleep, go sleep”
I didn’t and continue starring at her, so she shift her leg away and I got nothing for my head to lie on. HAHA , it quite funny and cute.
Me, enjoy observing things, peopling around me because I won’t know if I can see the same thing and people again. Especially all my loves one.
While lying on darling’s lap, I’m not just starring at her for nothing. I’m actually starring at her deeply so I can have her imagine “printed” in my heart. Just like a camera and a video cam recorder. If anyone will to ask me everything about me and her, I can say in full details because every second with her is all recorded in my mind and heart.
We come nothing, we leave nothing. That what some of the religious teaching, isn’t? YES! All materials on earth we can’t bring it back to heaven after we die, what remain is the soul and our soul actually remember all the memories they had before when was once alive.
Who know we might just leave tomorrow, or even later on? Who know we might not see each other again?
I want to see her clearly, see her with all my heart and have her printed in my memories and then labeled it “My precious one”.
To me, this is the most practical way to remember someone important to you.
This is one example that I want to share with all because remembering someone you dear is the one of the most important task in life. This not only applies to your partner alright? It includes everyone that consider important to you too!
Everyone has a printing machine with you. This “machine” is made up of our EYES, MIND and HEART. When you are going to work this machine, please be sure that these three parts is working well. Good memories come like this. As for how it going to process, I shall say no more and you got to train and realize it yourself. Please, don’t do stupid act like me, instantly stare at my darling. You are going to shock that person, thinking you are mad (Negative example).
Stare= observe. (With some skill apply)
All this that you have “photocopied” is going to be a golden time for you one day.
I love her
Saturday, July 26, 2008
Joker said it right! ; 2:58 PM
Joker said it right!
Bat man, the dark knight, have this wonderful and fantastic character, Joker. I promise to spend money to watch this movie instead of watching it online BECAUSE this actor, Heath Ledger, died for this movie.
Heath Ledger act as Joker in the movie and he, creating trouble again and again, the reason is because he believe that there is no moral value in this world, not in the value of human! Whatever super hero, not in his eyes at least, to him, this world is all about oneself.
He is just so right!
At my point of view, Joker, he is the only brave one who stands up and breaks the fake mask that everyone is wearing and telling others “hey, stop pretending that you are behaving upright!”
This post is about revealing the real face of human behind the fake mask.
Whether you are still studying, learning extra talents, in love or having a career. IT ALL ABOUT ONESELF! Why? Simply because you want to stay alive, hope to have a comfortable life in times to come.
When you are studying = You cheat during exam. Back stabbing during project work. Friend’s conflict.
When you are learning extra talents = Hoping you can shine on the stage, catching all the lime light. In order to reach the dream, you can give up whatever you have, doing things which are not right, just to achieve it.
When you are in love = God know what’s your real motive. Seeking partner for your own comfort?
When you got a career = Office politics? Back stabbing and bring a fake smile at the same time.
GOSH! How ugly can everything be?
Two thousand five hundred years ago, whether it is studying, learning extra talents, in love or having a career, it all about nurturing a correct moral value in everyone, maintaining peace and harmony to the world. (2500 years ago, time where a saint call “LAO ZHI” the originator of TAOIST exist)
Now, it all about money and survival.
This is going to be the first “UGLY” post that I ever blog on.
Joker is here to say the truth and he leave for everyone to think about it.
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
If you are tire of life, how about….have a break, have a Kit Kat? ; 12:34 AM
If you are tire of life, how about….Have a break, have a Kit Kat?
There will be time when we feel so tire of everything! Let me tell you one secret that is unknown to everyone but the fact that it always happen and exist.
When there is only ONE problem that really up sad us, we will say “Everything in life sucks. I’m tire of EVERYTHING”
Catch the words in CAP? It only one problem that really up sad us and we say everything in life sucks. It very normal, no offence and you know why? I just said this sentence last week. HA!
How about taking a look at this photo?
Do you think they feel tire of life? Seriously, they look forward for life. They have the passion to carry on living and I doubt that none of you (At least to those who is reading my blog), our living condition is not anything worst than them. Hope I’m right. How they wish to be cure as soon as possible, why? because there are dreams that they yet to complete.
Now, re-organize your thought. Tire of everything in life mean what?
1) End your life
2) Taking a rest, before carrying on again
3) Just complaining
4) Wanting the problems to be solve
No doubt that beside studying, we have to cope with a lot of “extra-curriculum” meaning our personal life. Thus, living in Singapore isn’t an easy task to do so, patients entering into mental hospital have significantly increase, No Joke!
No matter how calm you are, how strong you are (mentally or physically). Do clear your “recycle bin” when it full.
Yeah, I remember I said this to darling “I’m tire of life, feeling so much to stop whatever I’m doing”
And I’m back to normal the next day, I carry on my life again. How do I solve it?
A lot of times, this sentence will repeatedly hunting back on us again. Probably twice a week or thrice a month and there is no definite answer to this question. Totally depend on individual, as for me. It could be around once a month? HA!
So how do I solve it?
There is a lot of way to solve this problem, as for me. I voice it out! To people who have GOOD LISTENING EAR (my darling is one!), that very important. Why? For example, there is a man who is thinking of committing suicide because he is tire of life and he got a friend who loves to crap to talk to. “I’m tire of life man, talk to me can?" “Go die la or call chat line 1800-1234567. It only 10cent per min” his friend said.
Got this example? So get a friend who got good listening ear, that why I nearly got no secret or problem that keep it to myself, I feel comfortable like this. Secondly, I blog! This is why I post my blog in this manner, it motivates me and I hope to motivate others as well. Thus, I have to keep very closely to what happen around me and read up a lot of books about life, communication and keep close update on world issues. It really helps me a lot.
I enjoy foods, although I’m a vegetarian but there are a lot of nice foods too okay! When it time to enjoy eating, I eat like mad, I never get stingy when it time to enjoy foods! We live to eat! (One of the reasons), so do have your hobbies to release stress.
Lastly, have your mind set and view change! I agree that when one met problems that really up sad them, everything in the world turn dark. But still, sun will rise again the next day. Accept the fact, solve it and get on with life. OH! Thanks god that we are alive today, not everyone are able to live their life the next day. Get what I mean?
There is once or I should say many times, I’m sick of living and get really tire of it. Yes! Even age like us face it alright? Not only adult. Unless you are mentally ill or else you wouldn’t think of committing suicide, then what to do? Think of a multiple solutions to solve it, isn’t?
LIFE IS STILL COLOURFUL AFTER ALL. WHAT COME AFTER THUNDER STORM? IT STILL A WARM AND SUNNY WEATHER, WITH CLEAR BLUE SKIES. WELCOME IT WITH A SMILE =)
Saturday, July 12, 2008
Because of two tomato ; 12:36 AM
就为了两粒番茄
今 天 我 被 老 妈 骂 了，原 因`就 是 我 忘 了买 番 茄。照 常 的，老 妈 大 发 脾 气 （并 不 奇 怪 ），可 是`除 了之 外，我 被 骂 的 挺 开 心 的。
我，还 是 一 样 的固 执。当`老 妈 大 发 脾 气 骂 我 时，我 就 故 意 以 不 理 不 睬 的 方 试 去 应 对 她 （老 妈 最 讨 厌 她 骂 人 时，对 方 不 理 不睬 ），果 然 老 妈 更 加 生 气。不 就 是忘 了两 粒 番 茄，有 必 要 吗？
可 是，这 时 小 弟 好 生 气 哦，老 爸 也 是！都 站 在 老 妈 那 里，一 起 责 怪 我。由 其 是 小 弟，他 骂 我 不 是 因 为 我 忘 了 买 番 茄，而 是 因 为 怕 老妈 的 身 体，对！我 妈 生 病 了。就 因 为 老 妈 生 病 了，全 家 人 都 莫 明 齐 心 起 来，比 往 常 更 加 的 懂 事，尤 其 是 小 弟 和 老 爸。
全`家 都 不 知 道，今 天 我 虽 被 骂 了，可 以 我 被 骂 得 很开 心。在 这，我 很 想 称 赞 小 弟 “弟 弟 啊，你 真 的 好 乖，好 孝 顺！”
小 弟 刚 骂 了 我 一 句 跟 戏 剧 都 很 熟 悉 的 台 词，他 说 “如 果 老 妈 因 为 生 气 你 而 发 生 什 么 事，我 一 定 不 会 放 过 你！”
听 了 好 是 开 心 啊。。。。
感言= 别等到一切都太迟了，明白吗？
Because of two tomato.
I got scolded today just because I forgot to buy tomato. As usual, my mum scolded me like hell (which is very normal) but beside this, I’m very happy that I got scolded.
Me, still as stubborn because when my mum was scolding me like hell, I purposely don’t want to show any reaction, just kept quiet and let her scold (It a technique that I use to make my mum more angry because she hate people keeping quiet and don’t argue back). After all, it just two tomato, does she need to get so angry?
At this time, my brother got very angry with me, same as my dad. Standing at my mum's side, scolding me together, 3 is to 1. My younger brother scolded me not because I forgotten to buy tomato for mummy, but because he worry about my mum's health. Yes! My mum is sick. Without them realizing, the whole family suddenly got so united, it obvious to me at least. My dad and brother suddenly behave so sensible and show more concern towards this family (Both of them are actually very lazy to care so much).
The whole family didn't actually realize that I’m very happy to got scolded today, do here by, I want to give my younger brother a good praise “my dear brother, you are so obedient and filial!! You are simply wonderful!!”
My younger brother just scolded me something that we normally hear from the TV programme. “I won’t let you off if something happen to mummy just because she’s angry with you!” He shouted.
Upon hearing this, I’m so happy..…
Tips for the day= Don’t wait till everything is just too late.
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
济公, the mad monk ; 11:22 PM
济公, the mad monk!
For those who are Buddhist or even not a Buddhist, I believe his is an immortal that everyone know with a nick that everyone call, the mad monk!
I watch show about him, only from china production because history about him is more accurate. He is one of the best teachers that I must really learn from.
And that describe my feeling for now….Moody. Darling is so cute la, but she still cheer me up even though she don’t know why I’m moody because I didn’t explain properly also la.
I’m growing up day by day and slowly I’m stepping into this real society.I just told darling “I want to stop whatever I’m doing.”
I’m no different from anyone, I use to crawl 17 years ago. Then I went to school, then to working world, then I got married or maybe not. Then I grow old and then I die. Life end here, Click, just like this. Once I think about this, I’m sick of life. Everyone is doing the same, with the same ending and if the ending is the same? Why bother to work so hard for our whole life?
济公, the mad monk ( Sorry, I don’t his name in English ), he lead a different life. After he knew his mum had die, he started to go “crazy” then start travelling around to save countless people who are in trouble. I’m not here to talk about his history but the kind of mentality he have in his heart and mind.
济公, Ji Gong (in Chinese pin yin), ever since he went crazy, he always carry a smile with him no matter where he go. To him, life is always good. He is always a miracle maker. I remember he have a famous phrase “whether it true or false, it depend on how you look at it. Sometime when you think it true, it might not or another way round.”
济公, Ji Gong, love to drink and he drink non-stop. Now, everyone is thinking, how can a monk drink? There is actually a hidden meaning in it. Before I reveal the meaning, I will like to say that even though Ji Gong drink, he never get drank a single time!
Human, are too drank towards this world. Already forgot why are we here for, forgetting what is life really meant for. 济公, Ji Gong, drink to show us this. In appearance he is indeed very drank, but in mind and heart, he’s totally alert, awake. Unlike us, too into this world that we can’t break the cycle of life, couldn’t make a different.
When he is drank, he look like as if he is not sure what happen around him, acting blur and crazy all the time. That another meaning! Human, have to act blur, act stupid sometimes. This is not telling us to show we are weak and power-less and stupid, instead this is a very smart act. I list an example, what is the hardest thing on our whole body? The teeth! Next, what is the softest thing in our body? The tongue! But when we grow old, all our teeth drop and what about our tongue? They still remain that good in condition. So, which is the best choice? The strong or the weak?
Tips for the day= people, need to act blur and stupid at time. Staying too strong will only bring harm to us one day.
做人要懂得装傻，路才能走的远，走的更开心啊！
As long as there is your TM =) everthing will go well for me.
Sunday, July 6, 2008
If only life is like a magic ; 6:08 PM
If only life is like a magic
Magic, after all it just an illusion. What’s the big deal then?If life is like a magic, I will turn it into one that everybody envy. But I’m not confident enough, not confident enough to show how great an illusion can be. I don’t dare to show it to the audience, I couldn’t face them. I feel like running away.
Who are the audience in my life? Where are they? Who’s interested anyway?
If only life is like a magic, I will have the rainbow to be colour in 10 different colour, instead of 7. I will want to bring the stars down from the sky. I will want to have the love one by my side. But I forgotten the magic word, I couldn’t remember it by heart.I can forget about adding colour to the rainbow, having the stars from the sky, having the love one back.
Bye bye rainbow, no more star, bye bye my love
Coward, is who I am? I never like to be one. I don’t want to hide myself up again. I want the world to know who I am! The great magician for my own life!
In life, there is full of nonsense and problem, but it an illusion after all. Life can be full of colour and beauty and it just another illusion.
All great illusion are follow by all hard work that a magician had put in behind.
Who know there is 10 colour for a rainbow one day? Who know stars can be taken down from sky one day?
Tip for the day = It a matter of courage, with practice it make things perfect. It one of the magician rule, isn’t it? If lives have no illusion, how boring can it be? If life have no problem and nonsense, who will appreciate the beauty of life? IF YOU REALLY WERE TO RUN AWAY FROM IT, RUN TO ME, DEAR. SUPERMAN WILL CAST ILLUSION SPELL ONTO ALL PROBLEMS AND NONSENSE YOU FACE. POOF! AND THEY DISAPPEAR.
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
Baby, can you have more patience toward us? ; 8:40 PM
