Under one roof
Am currently attach to NUH for my 3 weeks attachment and time flies, my first weeks attachment had ended. Was really busy and things are done over and over again, doing the same old things. Though it boring but still i have to do because every action that i done are saving someone lives.
Im in a ward with 8 patients, some stay for 2 to 3 days, some up to 5 days. Though it a small ward with 8 patients but i'm seeing 8 different stories every day. Nursing is a very emtional job to me, personally. There is happpy, sad, touch and angry, all kind of emtional feeling i would say.
But we are all under one roof.
Yup, there are only limited skills that i will be able to perform but i still do my best because i'm worry that a mistake in each skill that i perform would eventually cost a life which i can't afford to risk with.
Today, there is an old uncle suffer in pain. He hold my hand tight and cry in front of me while the nurse do and tube feeding procedure. That poor old uncle cried loudly, he was like asking for mercy because it really painful. My heart really tear! and i nearly tears because looking at the old uncle, remind me of my grand father as well. I miss him :(
Today, i learn a lesson.
People around you don't come by chance, they come for a reason.
I'm sorry to scare you, seriously, i appologise.
Xpress
Just came back from Challengers camp yesterday and when to Rong Sheng house for his prayer hall anniversary and during the time when Rong sheng's mother is giving a short speech, I was moved by what she said.
She said that she wasn’t good at talking so she will just give a simple speech but there is this sentence that really caught my heart.
“When I was young, it teacher and parent that took care of me, when I was a young adult, it my husband that take care of me and now I’m old, it God that take care of me, I’m please with my life now.”
Expressing ourselves is very important, maybe some will feel that it isn’t important and assume they know how you feel. Or take it that they know how you feel but expressing your feeling through words and action continuously at some time is very important as well, it actually enhances the relationship literally. Words of comfort and actions of love are the power to everything, or almost I should say.
Why is it so?
It kind of a natural mindset that we like people to admit or acknowledge our effort or presence for what we do for them. So don’t take it that they are trying to seek attention or trying to be proud, but as appreciation.
Maybe others will think this way.
I have brain, I have money, I have the look and I don’t need all this. What words of comfort, action of love? I don’t understand, I have lots of suitor, I have my parent to love me, I don’t lack of love.
NEVER EVER handle your relationship with others as though you are doing political works. It never work, there is a lot of blind spot in our life that we often over look, a small action, a little praising are every drop of sincerity that you drip into others heart that make a different in everyone as well as in you.
Tips for the day= Expressing your words of comfort and actions of love is just like adding MSG to enrich your relationship with others. But never add too much because the receiver might feel tire of it one day, do it at the right time, right place, and with the right person. The three R formula.
Towards the rainbow. towards the love ; 3:56 PM
Towards the rainbow, towards the love
Was at RSAF, first time in life that I visited there and it was really great. After a short pour, we saw rainbow, beautiful rainbow connected from the sky all the way down to end of the ground.
“So beautiful la, I want to walk toward the rainbow.” Darling said
“LOL dear, how you going to walk there? And why you want to?”
“Because I love rainbow.”
“Oh, me too, I love rainbow and I love you.”
it take 7 colours to make up rainbow and whenever there is light and water, most likely there will be rainbow. Light represent the vibrant joy in life and water represents darkness in life. In life, you don’t only ask for joy, you faces both happy and sadness and that make you value your life more because eventually you will learn to appreciate the value of life, just like how much you love rainbow after a heavy down pour and dark cloud goes away and the sun start to shine again.
My jeans was wet and darling shoe was soaked wet too, but still both enjoy standing there looking at the rainbow more than seeing how the fighter plane fly. Wahaha
If darling and me really try to walk toward the rainbow, I really wonder how it would be like.
In Tibet, those believers of Buddha walk towards the mountain where their Buddha once lives in, you guys know how they travel there? For every 3 steps they walk, they will knee down and bow. So it took them 3 months just to visit the place of Buddha where he once lives.
Along the way of our relationship, I believe there will be some unhappiness but if both of us are willing to pull through, sooner or later we will eventually reach the place where we wanted to go. The palace of rainbow.
Seeing rainbow together with someone you love is really different, it just magical.
