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Friday, April 10, 2009

Hey friends, I realize it not easy ; 4:11 PM

Hey friends, I realize it not easy

It nearly one month since i last blog, have been quite busy with club stuffs and events and of course enjoying my holiday. It have been very fruitful to say and now it left another 10 days for school to start. Times seriously flies.

Catch some interesting movies during this holiday which really motivate me to blog about it but i didn't have the strenght to do so, I don't know why too. Movies like DEPARTURE and KNOWING.

I always wanted my blog to be in the way i want by having meaningful posts for me and people who read to feel and learn something, but now it seems to change. I ain't have anymore or very few of it to share. I'm getting more lazy i think or i should say i'm losing motivation.

Hey friends, I realize it seriously not easy to live up to the philosophy of life.

Philosophy of life.

I felt anger, I left sad, I left happy, I left excited, I felt nervous, I felt worry, I felt lousy, I left overjoy.

The problem is how am i going to apply the philosophy of life in me when i feel unhappy about something? The answer is NONE.

Human, the only animal who have the most different kind of emotions in life and the problem is when we feel sad, we tend to dwell in it, we tend to do nothing about it to change this emotion. We listen nothing and no postive thought are coming in until we choose to do so. Everything seems wrong at that moment, WHY?

Why is this so? I share with you guys something interesting, this interesting example happen in our daily life but i guess no one realize this.

Imagine, your friend is sad over something and you are the one comforting your friend and tell him or her everything isn't that bad and cheering your friend up. You are able to think of hundred and one way of theory, reasoning and methods just to cheer your friend up. You finally did it, and you also know why is your friend feeling sad, because he / she had just fail the exam paper.

Now, the same thing happen to YOU.

Remember that you are the one who is able to think of hundred and one way to cheer your friend up, so are you able to have your hundred and one way to cheer yourself up? OR

You most probably need some other people to cheer you up?

Human, a weird but most intelligent life form. That why, we are complex. We tend to dwell into something that isn't good for us.

When you are happy, the sky seems to be blue and clear because of you.

When you are sad, even if the sky seems to be blue and clear you will blame the sky why is it still blue and clear? are they trying to mock at you? Everything doesn't seems right, not even the air you breath.

Same for me, because i'm just a human after all. By the time you read until here, you will get to feel a little confuse why are we behaving in this way? but after a short time you will realize this is why human, us, need to have support, need encouragement.

Philosophy of life are suppose to make our life feel better, feel more positive thus influencing everyone else on earth so to make this a better world to be. I tried, but it seems to be hard, difficult. But of course, i'm able to manage myself better than before.

Hey Friends, emotions are only a tools that allow us to feel that this world is full of colours.

Emotions are tools to let us know what's right, what's wrong.

Emotions are tools to let us feel love.

Never allow emotions to took control over us because once it does, Everything goes wrong.

Let me share another story with you, my friends out there.

There is this man who work as a stock analysis, as you know stock analysis is one of the most nerve taking job because this second it could raise, the next second it could drop. It a very challening job that you could go very mad and crazy but it doens't seems to affect him whenever he reach home.

One day, he was real sad for what have happen in this work, so the boss decide to hold a meeting at 8pm and no one is allow to skip. His friend wanted to drive him out for a dinner together but he request to go home to have dinner and ask if his friend can come and drive him back to the company an hour later? his friend agree and start driving him home.

He get out of the car and walk toward his house, his friend start to feel weird for what he is going to do. He stop infront of a tree and started talking to the tree and he did an action as if it like taking out a wreath and hang onto the tree, then he walk back into his home. His friend feel very weird about it and drove off.

As soon as he walk back home, the man start to have a very fun time together with his family, there is laughter, smile, playing and fooling around and follow by a great dinner together with his wife and children. He took a qiuck bathe and a good bye kiss for his wife and children before walking out of his home.

Here come his friend driving him back to the company, he walk back to the tree and started talking to the tree again and this time he do the same action as if it like taking the wreath from the tree and wear it back on himself again and he walk back to his friend car.

The friend didn't understand and ask why are you talking to the tree and make such weird action?

He told the his friend this.

"I am unhappy with what happen today, whether it stress, anger or whatever it is that make me unhappy, i didn't want to bring all this emotions back home and causes my wife and children to feel sad as well. So before stepping back home, i will always have all my burden being hang on the tree and totally enjoy my time with my family. Till the time i have to work again, i will carry all this burden back to it and started working again."

It 6months today :) I love you