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Monday, March 26, 2007

Heart attack??!!! ; 6:52 PM

This few days, the pain in my heart and back has been torturing me and I feel like I’m dying. Note that it is real pain lei, not those sadness that let me my heart feel pain.Every step I take, or even sitting down my heart feel a short sharp pain. Even a wide stretch makes my heart feel so painful and even cause breathing difficulties. This seem like I’m having a serious heart attack soon? And I think it really coming soon, this is the very first time I feel the worry of dying soon but this is not the very first thought. It her that come into my mind first. I know you guys will be thinking that “chey, you think wanna die so easy mehx ? yeecheng you think too much le la, please lor” but, readers do you know that when your heart feel the pain every single minute, wondering if you will die. The very first thing that come into your mind is the person who is the most important one to you, isn't a very natural reaction and kind of think? Derek still said “ yeecheng, go for operation la “ I was like” what the hell?! Operation? I rather die sia!!”

Anyway, dude..your leg will be recovering soon de la. I then don’t see my friend like this sia, it may be a small operation la but having operation means no good!! I will pray hard for you..lols

If there is anything that want to happen to me, please be over her birthday which is the coming April. I spend a very long time preparing her surprise le, please hang on for a moment, just a little more.

Speech is coming on this coming Wednesday, I think SHE is coming back to fuhua to take her prize?? Think so, I looking forward huh?? Yupx, I will.

Tips for the day—having faith with god is the best way to walk along with god, even having prayer is the same thing. In order for a prayer to come true, besides having god’s power in you, you have to believe what your heart think and put your words into action and that's the greatest power a prayer can be. A combination of god’s power, believe in what your think want and think and by putting into action so do you think there is any need of having magic in this world to fulfill your needs?