A suddeny sweet recall. ; 9:52 PM
A sudden sweet recall.
Last week Friday, mummy took a neoprint for me to see and tease me saying “ wa, got new girl friend is it? Who are you hugging with?”
“Hello! Can you see properly, is Annabel la” said it in a irritated tone.
“Huh?! Is Annabel mehx? I nearly can’t remember how she look le lei.”
I took back the neoprint photo and look at the photo we took before together, a sudden sour feeling start stirring in my heart, trying to remember the feeling of hugging her so dearly. I miss her.
It going to be one year, ever since we broke up. Up till now, I’m still wearing what she gave it to me as a present.
Have been working very hard everyday and commitment in religion. Every morning sitting in bus to CISCO, looking out the window, people out there are all crowded together waiting for bus, taxi, company transport but my mind are thinking of something else although my eyes are looking at those people, heart flying elsewhere.
Where are those happy days when I spend with her? Now are all just memories, was all that true that happen in real life? Thinking back, I not sure too. I only know I miss her.
When can I really see her again, clearly standing in front of me? I not sure, Singapore is just a small sunny island, I hope I can bang into her someday. What a wishful dream I have.
After all, this is just my sudden sweet recall.
If I have a girlfriend in future and they will to ask this stupid question “Do you still miss or remember your ex-girlfriend?”
This will be my true reply “Yes, I do. She is my first love, I will always remember her dearly. Up till now, I still love her and respect her.”
