Under one roof
Am currently attach to NUH for my 3 weeks attachment and time flies, my first weeks attachment had ended. Was really busy and things are done over and over again, doing the same old things. Though it boring but still i have to do because every action that i done are saving someone lives.
Im in a ward with 8 patients, some stay for 2 to 3 days, some up to 5 days. Though it a small ward with 8 patients but i'm seeing 8 different stories every day. Nursing is a very emtional job to me, personally. There is happpy, sad, touch and angry, all kind of emtional feeling i would say.
But we are all under one roof.
Yup, there are only limited skills that i will be able to perform but i still do my best because i'm worry that a mistake in each skill that i perform would eventually cost a life which i can't afford to risk with.
Today, there is an old uncle suffer in pain. He hold my hand tight and cry in front of me while the nurse do and tube feeding procedure. That poor old uncle cried loudly, he was like asking for mercy because it really painful. My heart really tear! and i nearly tears because looking at the old uncle, remind me of my grand father as well. I miss him :(
Today, i learn a lesson.
People around you don't come by chance, they come for a reason.
I'm sorry to scare you, seriously, i appologise.
